I have been running in circles all week, cleaning parts of my house that I never clean, scrubbing, organizing, I even cleaned the carpets. Then on top of that I went today and spent way too much money on groceries. Why do I do this to myself? I have been married for almost 12 years, but somewhere inside me I am still trying to prove that I am a good wife a good mother to their grandchildren, that it is okay their son married me. There can't be any excuses for them to not like me. Once again, why do I do this to myself. This will be their first vacation to Montana. We will get to show them the sights. I really do look forward to their visit. I hope it all goes well. I will get through the next 6 days with a smile on my face, or die trying!!!