So I've pretty much taken a summer break from blogging. I guess my mind has been elsewhere. I feel stagnant . Not going anywhere, gathering a film and fog, from staying still to long. I think things will get better when school starts again. I hate being lazy, but it's so easy to sleep in on a hot summer day. It's so easy to lie around the house and do nothing. I don't want to cook, or clean, or work on projects. I don't want to do any of it. I keep replaying that commercial in my head "depression hurts" I don't want to admit that I'm depressed, but my withdrawal from society is cluing me in on some issues. Who knows. I'm in need for an adventure. Something that will lift the spirits. Maybe being away next week will help, we will see. For now I think I will get lost with Harry Potter, (thought I might reread the 5th and 6th books), and drown my sorrows in a liter of Coca-Cola (sorry, I am not a recovering Cocaholic, caffeine has a tight grip on me).