So I've pretty much taken a summer break from blogging. I guess my mind has been elsewhere. I feel stagnant . Not going anywhere, gathering a film and fog, from staying still to long. I think things will get better when school starts again. I hate being lazy, but it's so easy to sleep in on a hot summer day. It's so easy to lie around the house and do nothing. I don't want to cook, or clean, or work on projects. I don't want to do any of it. I keep replaying that commercial in my head "depression hurts" I don't want to admit that I'm depressed, but my withdrawal from society is cluing me in on some issues. Who knows. I'm in need for an adventure. Something that will lift the spirits. Maybe being away next week will help, we will see. For now I think I will get lost with Harry Potter, (thought I might reread the 5th and 6th books), and drown my sorrows in a liter of Coca-Cola (sorry, I am not a recovering Cocaholic, caffeine has a tight grip on me).
3 comments:
I hope you will start feeling better soon. Where will you be going next week? Wherever it is, I hope it's just what is needed to lift you up and give you victory over those stagnant feelings and get you back into society! May peace fall all around!
I totally know how you feel. You definatly need to get out, and spend some time on Tif. Its important, as I know now. I have been spending way too much time taking care of everyone and everything else that I had totally neglected me. I was in a sorry state. But I feel so much better now, and I feel almost like me again- now if it would just cool off a little... this 115 degree weather is sick!
I know that blah foggy feeling. When I get that, I have to start planning something fun - it may be something I am not going to do for months and months but for me, I usually enjoy the planning more than the actual event - beginning to think I should become a travel agent cause I love planning trips. See you in a few weeks.
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